After my last post, you may have noticed that I’m a bit on the quiet side.
When something bad happens, I usually look for what the situation has taught me. I talk about it, ruminate on it, and converse on the subject matter. It’s how I come to terms things and find closure. In this case, such pondering is not related to my silence. To be simple, I don’t know how to feel and I don’t know what I should do.
I suppose that all I can do is post a few things that I do know right now.
I don’t blame Loki for this. My issue is with a Lokean, but one of the only sentiments that person put down that I agree with is that the follower of a god is not the same as the God in question. I still have much to thank Him for, whether anyone understands that sentiment or not. Part 4 of regarding Loki will be coming, just as soon as I adjust to some newly shifted paradigms.
My opinion on everyone who is not this Lokean remains the same. Their partner is still a person I respect greatly. There is an elder in the community that I still have great issues with, and those issues don’t change just because the roster of my innangard has altered slightly. I keep my nose out of business that doesn’t involve me, and I try and keep a level head amidst community drama. I’d say I do fairly well in that regard.
All in all, not much has changed. I think I just need to remind myself of that, and move forward.
Also, I could try some comedic heresy.